Several weeks ago I had a very vivid dream. I'll try to relate to you what I saw in this dream, but I'll give you a little background of what happened during that day and the day before, so that you might see that what I saw really didn't come from my experiences earlier. Nothing was out of the ordinary. No extraordinary conversations, didn't read or see anything on TV that even remotely related to my dream.
In order for you to understand my dream, I'll give you some key information. 1. My parents had just finished building a new home a few months earlier. 2. My dream itself took place in two formats, 1st and 2nd perspectives and that these perspectives change frequently in my dream. I'll try to relate to you to the best of my ability what happened in my dream.
Now, for the dream itself... (FIRST PERSON) It was a clear fall day and I was driving down the country road leading to my parents house. I parked my car in the driveway (no other cars there) and immediately got out of my car. Looking down toward the ground I was immediately aware I wasn't alone. To the back of me, I was aware of... well... someone. But this "someone", I knew instinctively, represented everyone. So for clarification I'll refere to this person as "Everyone". By the front of the my car was a man. I remember only partly looking at him. I couldn't look at his face, but still, I asked his name. He said "my name is G..." The rest of his name was garbled. Everyone said "you are God", refering to the man. Without his saying anything, I knew that he wasn't God, and he seemed to agree with me. I say "seemed to" because he and I had a type of communication that was not verbal. I got the sense that he was rather troubled with his beening labeled as God. He said, "no I'm not God. Humans have twisted my name."
I remember saying to the man "I need to go to my father's house." He somehow communicated to me that it was okay to proceed. I started to walk to the garage. I felt as if Everyone, however, was being held back, because prior to that, it seemed as if Everyone was sort of glued to my right shoulder. I started to turn to see if Everyone was coming along (never saw Everyone's face) and immediately I was in a room. I knew instinctively that I was in a holy place and I started to kneel on the carpeted floor in front of me. I could see a narrow carpeted path leading to somewhere in the distance. The rest of the floor was darkened. As soon as I started to kneel, I saw my body via THIRD PERSON perspective. Walking on my knees very slowly, I saw myself proceeding to three steps leading to... I'll get to that later.
As this was happening, Everyone joined me on my right and to the back of me. I heard Everyone say "do you belong here?" After pondering this for awhile, I said "yes, I do". I felt such a relief after saying this. Apparently, I was apprehensive about what was happening. Finally, I saw myself approaching the three steps, and I noticed an intense, holy light to my left. I couldn't look at the light, because it was so light and holy, but I now I saw a figure with light, intense holy light, pouring out of His face and I couldn't look at Him completely. I saw myself stop, and wait, very aware that I was in the presence of God's throne and was infront of the Holy One. Still in the THIRD PERSON, I felt myself aligning with my body. In fact, I was standing behind my own body. I knew it was not okay for me to stand in front of God without His permission. With all humility, I saw myself wait on Him. Without a word said to me I knew deep down in my soul that it was okay to stand in front of Him and to approach the throne. Knees still wobbling a little, I saw myself climbing the steps. He told me in my spirit that it was okay to ask for anything...
Of all the times to wake up! I think I know what the dream means, but if someone who has the spiritual gift of interperatation could confirm it, I would be greatful.
Sorry the retelling is a little choppy. Not used to using first person narrative, so to speak.
Thanks for being patient. God Bless!
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